關網

關網
文章日期：04/11/2007 02:45 am(轉舊BLOG的文章)

或許有人會問為什麼要關網(http://www.geocities.com/love_misshk)？

我的網頁再感動不了人，由之前每天50-60瀏覽人次，到近來的10人次，甚至更低，或許現在的人喜歡看blog，而blog內會有日常生活，有相片，如我這樣只有文字╴而且不說日常生活，只說內心的很少。而且隨著時間，我的故事也開始感動不了其他人，我的文字沒有什麼特別，我也沒有如從前那樣Forward給其他人，所以我的網頁慢慢沒有人看。是時候考慮關網。

起初寫這網頁是因為希望她會看，希望有一天可以感動她，而現在我已send了埋藏在心裡很久的說話給她，她看不看這網頁已不重要，因為我知道我永遠感動不了她。

要忘記一個人要恨心一點，我根本感動不了她。最令我傷感的不是她已結婚，而是「i don't know who he is」使我知道原來我在她心中根本沒有回憶，或許，我連一個她會一笑之的男孩也不是，我只是一個追求她的瘋癲男孩。「世界上最遙遠的距離，是我在她面前，她卻感覺不到，因為一個人自以為刻骨銘心的回憶，別人也許早已經忘記了。」

忘記她，尋找另一個女孩是我唯一能夠做的事情，我知道忘記一個人很難，我害怕永遠忘不了她。這是一個傷心的回憶，關網對我會好一點，因為我不用再......時常想念她，因為我要努力面對未來。
CW at 05/07/2007 03:46 pm comment

Please don't close this blog. Why should you be upset, why should you give up just becuase the number of visitors has dropped and didn't touch her? I only read your blog accidentally today during lunch break and I took away with thoughts! More, I will forward your blog to people I know!!! Don't be pessimistic. Life is short and we can't afford to waste time. Memories are memories, it will always be part of our history. Everyone has their own stories, and not everyone is as brave as you, willing to share your feeling with others, in public. Well done you! Life is short and time is losing out. What we have to face is future. Nothing is impossible, it depends on how you want it to be. You are the captain, you control you own ship and sail along. Yes, the path in front of you isn't staight and smooth, there are stones, they block your path, disturb you from moving forward. So what you odd to do now is to figure out how to remove them and get pass them so that you can continue your journey. Stand still and being miserable isn't helping. You have to think positively. Think from different angles, when you look back in years time, it will only be one tiny incidents out of the very many. Life is full of ups and downs, you are a Big Man, be strong and get trough. If you stand alone at one point, you can only see a single path with a dead end. If you move forward, you see more and your will discover different paths and the 'end' you originally see is not an end but can lead you to another turn. You never know what will happen next but you have the ability and power to prepare and welcome all the adventures and tasks. Nothing is impossible so don't give up. If you stand outside a shut door and keep asking why it shuts, you forget there are many doors around you that are opened for you........ I enjoy reading your blog. Life should be full of good and bad memories, more it should be meaningful so don't waste your life! Cheers, IC